Sunday, 3 June 2012

My Life Is A Cage...........................


I did not think I would ever create an ATC again, I have had some people be really nasty to me a few years ago and it put me off all sorts of art. I didn't want to go out in public, because of nasty wispers, I just locked myself away and cried.   I did manage to continue creating my cards and I have even managed to do things that I thought I would never ever do, like create cute..... LOL




















I received an email from the wonderful Marion Bokelmann earlier this year, asking for me to participate in her annual ATC swap.  I have put her off for the last few years hoping that I might get over the pain and hurt and do them again.  Well I am not completely over the pain and yes I still am quite timid but I suddenly got the urge to do it ,with a little help from someone, and words of inspiration from the same person. (Thanks Charlene)  You see on the surface of me there is a strong person that does Electrical work and runs her own security business, on the surface I just get in and get it done.  Then on the other side of things is the pain and lies that others spread and they don't even know me.  Maybe if they got to know me they would understand that all is just nasty stuff unsubstantiated. So now I have decided to fight back, finally.

In doing the stance I have created for Marion's Swap 3 ATC's the theme is "My Life Is A Cage"  I hope this is what she is after. I am going to try and remain strong and get past this.  I feel that a little of my art has been caged by fear and hurt, I need to spread my wings again and try to get on with what makes me happy.  No I will never let those people in again, that damage is done.  This is a new start............. stay positive I will.

Eliza

2 comments:

bockel24 said...

These ATCs are lovely, Elizabeth, and I´m so glad that you decided to just do your own thing regardless of what others might say - that´s a good start again!

Jacqueline said...

LOVE those ATC's . They. are beautiful. I've just made my first two in years!

I know what you mean about 'the pain' thing. I am in that place just now but finding art journaling is really helping.

I just feel really sorry for the people who are out to hurt because they have nothing better to do with their time....just goes to show how'sad' they really are.

Thanks for the lovely comments and visit.

Take care

Jackie x